A Christmas Wish

It really sounds stupid, it really does. All I want for Christmas is my whole, original family. My dad is never around for the holidays, and mom just doesn't seem happy anymore. She says she's fine but in reality, I know she's not. If I could have my one wish, I would be happy with just that. I'm not saying I want my parents back together, I'm just saying that it would be nice for my dad to show every now and then.

Free Friday...

I wish I had a free Friday, but I don't, because I have school and a job that I work everyday of the week. Believe me, it's not my choice to work everyday, but I have car payments and I have to pay them myself. Some days I feel like just canceling the whole day, but then I realize that I can't do that, because I have a responsibility now. Growing up is tough, especially when the school day is almost over, and you realize that your day is only half way finished. I guess growing up and having responsibility is just a part of life, and I guess it's something you just have to deal with...

BIG DEAL

I totally understand how they feel, because that is threatening to them. That would be like someone coming up to me as a christian and dressing up like Juedus, who turned on Jesus. That's not right, but I don't think that they should ban halloween costumes, because they were threatened by the outfit that he wore, and now they can't wear them at all?? That's not fair, I think that they should ex-spell him permanately if he continues his behavior...

If I were invisible...

If I were invisible, I would follow friends, family, and my boyfriend, just to see what they say about me... I would just wanna see if they talk behind my back, what my mom "really thinks of my boyfriend", and what my boyfriend has to say about me. The bad thing about being invisible would be that no one would know you were there, or even notice you, they may even forget about you. I'm not sure if I would like being invisible though, because there are many advantages and disadvantages. I really don't even know if my friends are really my friends, or if they're really backstabbers, I just don't know if I would even want to know what they really had to say or not.

Too much experiance for a memory...

I don't like to look back on the past, because it gives me flash backs, and makes me relive it. The only memories I have are the bad. When I was a little girl, my father used to beat my mother. He would beat her so badly that there were times when my brother and I thought she were dead. One time, my dad tried to leave, and my mother jumped out in front of the truck, thinking he would stop...he almost killed her. Other times he beat her weren't that bad, other times...deadly...

These are the memories that I have, only the ones that scared me...memories hurt...every last one.

bOnFiRe...

First of all, I think that the Homecoming Parade is a good idea, but I also think that we should have had one in the first place. Homecoming is a big deal, not only to the football players, but to young teenage girls like me, who want this to be a main memory. We need something bigger to replace the bonfire with something bigger, not just a simple parade. I don't think that we should just not have a bonfire because of something that happened in the past, because we can't face the world with worry. If we spent our lives not doing anything that could possible cause harm, then we wouldn't walk to school, drive our car, or even leave the house. The past is the past, so I think we should have our bonfire...because, well, I think we have the right to experience just as much as others have in the past, its only fair...

I wish...

I wish there were a law that said abortion is illegal. This would be good, because we would no longer be murdering innocent infants. Why should it be legal to kill unborn children but not children already born? I think that you should sleep in the bed you made, meaning, if you get pregnant, then it is your responsibility to give birth to that child. If you should not want the born child, then at least give it up for adoption. It's only fair...Do whats RIGHT.

7th Anniversary of 9/11

On September 11, 2001, I can remember being in 3rd grade at 9 years old. I can remember being at home with my mom and dad with the news on. I can remember my mother crying as she held me really close, as if it had happened to me, or like I was in the building. All I can remember my mother saying is, "this is it, this is the end." I was terrified more than ever, I can even remember asking my mom why they bombed it, but she didn't really say much of anything...

-wHiTnEy

If I could change one thing...

If I could change one thing in my life, it would be to have my dad in my life more. The reason why I want my dad to be in my life more, is because I know that I'm growing up, and fast. I think that if my dad does not spend time with me now, then he will regret it, because one day I will have a life of my own. I haven't seen nor spoken with my dad in 6 months...this scares me, because I never know where he is or how he's doing. You would think that I would be over the whole, "I need a father figure" phase, and I know that it's childish, but that wont keep me from missing out on not really knowing what its like to say I have a dad...

-Whitney

My First Post

Well, today is mix-match day....and I didn't dress us, because I woke up late...but yeah...